I'm from Turkey where guys hit on everything that moves and women think they are hot shit because of that. I was overweight and had confidence issues before going abroad. since I came back two months ago, every single one of my old oneitises and two exes reached me. I hate this shit, these women didn't give me a time of the day and now think I'm marriage material, that I would actually accept them back because I'm the same old pathetic guy still.

I didn't have those feelings when I was in Europe, I felt like the women there did what they did because they actually liked my presence, appreciated my attention. But I see women of my own country as vampires, they now smell the smell of potential and flock to it. I have no idea how to proceed to be honest and I realize I'm acting like an asshole to most women around me. I need directions I guess.