I need to get this out of my throat cuz im so pissed at myself for getting friend zone by this girl was talking to. Give you guys a background on me and this situation I am RP aware I don't fuck with that simp shit anymore I am 25 slim cut build Asian 5.10ft 180lb and easy on the face so im not busted. The girl I was talking to is a coworkers and she's traditional woman from what i can tell by the way she carry's her self we will talk 1on1 a lot when we are alone and from what i can make out we vibe we also talk outside of work i will tease and flirt i will see a lot of green flags like blushing so today i was thinking fuck it im going to ask her out on a date tomorrow and this is how it went down its on snap chat so im not going to screen shot that shit.

M. me F. Girl

M: you free this week? F: yeah why? M: cuz i want to take u out tomorrow. F: are you serious? M: im dead ass serious F: ..... my name........ F: are you really serious i want to know M: yeah F: i like you as a person and as friend (other bull shit i dont care to re read) (At this point i knew wtf was up) M: OK emoji
F: i hope this don't mess things up i hope we are still friends M: kk all good im not butt hurt F: ok cool

Like the fuck???? so wtf did i do wrong???? i never put her on a pedestal im sure i made thing clear i was interested in her and did not beat around the bush like a soyboi trying to play games with her. i feel good for shooting my shot but still i have this feeling inside empty void pit in my stomach and i fucking deserve it not mad at her but at myself for thinking there are traditional woman out here. Even though im RP aware I know all about female nature and yet for some fucking reason apart of me is telling me she seems like she's down to earth and not a fuck girl maybe..... give human connection chance and see were it will go. Well Fuck lets see it got me pissed depressed listening to linking park in the end and venting about it online. Now im going to deal with this depression tonight with some weed and music so I can get back on my square and the grind again fuck idk why this feeling is still fucking with me even though i know what's going on. Guess that's what I get for trying to move like purple pill. Dating is dead and this experience just put in final nail in the coffin for me im going full monk mode from this point forward im just going to put my 100 in work, the equity markets, Brazilian jiu jitsu, and lifting if Pussey falls on my lap its going to be bust and move.

Also fuck no we are not cool im going to be cool around other ppl we work with im keeping my distance from her if i can help it not giving her anymore energy.

"I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter"

Fucking remember that if anyone of you think there are "traditional woman" out here just fuck em and dismiss them