How to feel less guilt after cheating with an escort?
Deadbedroom situation here. More because of me. She gained weight and doesnt really see that as a problem. I love her, but i need new body to have sex wtih. attractive one. Im gonna hire an escort, but i feel that I feel terribly guilty afterwards. But i am at the same time sure that it will make me love her more and get connected to her better. How to deal with the guilt?
From the lack in the mention of children in your household, is it safe to say you're not a parent? Did she know you weren't attracted to fat chicks before you two got hitched? Do you keep your own physique lean and svelte? Do you invite your wife to come with you to the gym, or otherwise let her know about women's gyms with fitness programs? When you two go out, do other women flirt with you despite her presence?
Honestly, if you've otherwise got no kids, or expecting any, depending on how long this has been going on, it might be just as well that you consider ending the marriage altogether. Take a few weeks to have no further sexual relations with her so you don't get ambushed with pregnancy coercion, while you look for an attorney, and a new place to move into. Then when you've gotten the attorney tasked to launch the suit, you have your stuff packed, and be otherwise gone.
Aside from that, you should consider investing into a reliable ready reference you can pick up and study to better prepare yourself for engaging the opposite sex. I'd suggest that you get yourself a copy of Doc Love's "The System: The Dating Dictionary". Doc Love, who until his passing was also known as Tom Hodges, wrote a weekly advice column that's archive is mirrored on several mens focused sites and a podcast. His media is a bit pricey, but it's a solid foundation a guy can branch out from in RP aware circles. I'd suggest you review his advice column to decide if his view on dating and relationships is aligned with what you aspire for yourself. To save yourself a search, give this scribed link a gander to find out if his book is something you'd like to add to your library. It should also be available on libgen.
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