@clavabot Probably because you haven't really convinced yourself that she will be asking for more. If you don't know what that looks like, look at passionate amateur porn. Also, work on your self-esteem, do something self-directed and productive.
@clavabot Keep striving my man. Life is long-term. Put in the work now and you'll reap the rewards for decades. I know it's hard at times trp/business/fitness but remember that anything worthwhile in life is like pushing a stationary train. It takes time to get going. But once it moves, you will find it was extremely worth it.
@tatakausohei May seem counterintuitive but [drugs] has seemed to help me focus in school. Used to put this girl on a pedestal but i realised she has [no drugs]. Watched some [drugs] and asked myself if i can do without [drugs]. Gotta say its a solid "NO". Wonder if this [drug use will come back and bite me in the buttocks in the future
@clavabot It's alot to take in, definitely. Lately I have been seeing reocurring rumors/theories that in order to acquire a certain degree of fame a person has to engage in filmed perversed behavior as collateral blackmail. Just in case said person tries to turn on the Hollywood/Media system. Rap culture might be a raw expression of this.