Hello fellas. The last days I see myself as a softy. I don’t believe I’m going to purple nor to blue, but I’m more kind to women (I have an uninterested attitude), I talk more than I used to etc. I don’t try to make excuses, but I believe the biggest factor is that I’m working to a tourist job and I have to be kind. Any good advice to become the reckless jerk I was? Thanks.