Funny, I was reflecting on similar things just today and arrived at the same conclusion.
I can’t hold your dick for you dude. Use your own judgement and calibrate. I’m not you. I’m not in your situation.
You’re already emotionally invested. You feel like you got something to proof. Changing a girl’s mind who rejected you before feels like it would be the ultimate redemption and proof of your transformation to an alpha.
It’s not that black and white. Good points on both sides.
Not sure if I relate completely.
Fame is social proof plus success on stem cell fueled steroids. It’s the ultimate DHV.
There are many levels and kinds. Some of them definitely attainable.