Thanks for this. I definitely don't feel valued after being cheated on :( all my prior confidence is gone and this is my first time I have trust issues that I'm being used for sex. Not sure how to overcome it, it's been a year. I feel horrible.
I'm new to TRP but I recognize the same behaviors/wants in myself. Can I say your problem right now at this point seems to be that you don't do enough of what you want. It seems like you're constantly crafting a story/new goal for yourself so you'll never get there. I understand you want to be a better woman and person in general but maybe every once in a while you should follow your first...[More]
I am so happy you put "play lord of the rings online". I've been lurking on rpw for the last few months and am so happy to see computer games on here... been so confused as to how to be more feminine since I come from a more masculine industry and have more masculine interests