This post may definitely spark debate, and I still think ejaculating without a partner is beta. I've just been too bullish and unable to focus with intense urges that'd last for hours when I was over 90 days on NoFap. So here's the update:

I've been trying not to over ejaculate so I wasn't sexually satiated. I started with once daily, but then that lead to me commonly doing it 2-3 times daily. I'm just a very horny person, but I think I got close to sexual satiation I think my limit is 8-9 ejactulations a week before I start to notice a declines, and double that before I reach satiation.

Started fapping with no images initially, but I'd still see Instagram thots. Slowly was peaking at nudes without fapping and decided to start fapping with them. I'm a huge boob connoisseur with a preference for huge tits that have great shape. I still my names of the best tits the internet has ever seen from my addicted days if anyone is interested. These women are the 9s and 10s of racks, and I think jerking off to them will desensitize me. I even caught myself downloading these images and organizing them like a total incel. It's just gonna be another time sink if I start, and porn/images are endless.

I stopped downloading and will go for a week straight straight as a soft reset, and see how I go from there. I don't wanna content myself with this, I need to remember to get the real thing. I'll finish with this C.S. Lewis masturbation quote as it's like "sending the man back into the prison of himself, there to keep a harem of imaginary bride."